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Ease my weary mind
Sedated by your decline
Oh, drown my tired eyes
Thirsty for loss of light
Clay in my brain
Flower bed your bouquet
Mirror in the way
My own face or yours its all the same
When this wasteland falls
When this sky caves in
Hold onto my hands cold from the time we've spent
When my dreams collapse and my heart caves in
Staple pieces up from the shape I'm in
When my skin unwraps and my frame falls in
Suture my nerves up from the shape I'm in
Form the shape I'm in
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PLAGUE
03:24
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This awful place where angels break
The foulest dreams we set ablaze
Where is your shape?
Shiver in new ways
The saddest scenes
The wasted days
This awful place
This constant plague
We'll starve the shade
My light in chains
Every second's like a dream I'm entangled in
So I'm reaching, waiting for the end you softly said
If we were intertwined then you could read me at a glance
But it wasn't enough to kill half to become a twin
Never mind, never found the light
Time to overwrite
Thousand years ago, fused together like a kernalsprite
Never fine, never right, always fight or flight
Sick in body, sick in mind
One eye open with a knife
This pure decay has taken shape
I watch myself waste through my days
Where is my shape
Its fallen away
I watch myself waste through my days
This awful place
This constant plague
We'll starve the shade
My light in chains
My light in chains
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Angel Hospital
03:06
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Lamb
06:47
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I know you're frustrated
And you know i can't take this
Live prey just fated
Torn apart at the skin
Will it resonate
And reflect in your head when my voice starts to break
Watch me suffocate
Never mind what I said, just prepare to amputate it
Dug a shallow grave for the sleepwalker that you sent to sea
Slip and score their clay
They were always awake, you don't know anything, no
We kissed with an absent face
Deep water I'm disengaged
Every day's the same
Fuck your help I don't care you're well meaning
I'll blindly wait
While the bluest flames set my church ablaze
You'll have to carry that weight
Sedatives aside all your words are serrated
And i know you're frustrated
And you know i can't take this
Live prey just fated
Torn apart at the skin
Did I always mean just to end up this way
Just to be a machine
While my wires bleed
Prostrate to God, yeah I know I'm unclean
Never heard you sing
Your cadence is warm but my ears fell deaf
And you'll hold your breath
Secrets you'll compress to yourself to the end
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I never ever wake up
Lips inverse
Don't speak the lingo
Since we're never taken care of
Poison angels swim with minnows
Guess i thought I'd only die once
Cyclic action change on impulse
Convulse while my blood just boils
Burn my fields and dry my soil
Guess there's one thing that doesn't change
I'll change and always feel the same
So i guess I'll tell the truth that I love myself and truly hate you
Guess there's one thing that doesn't change
I'll change and always feel the same
So i guess I'll tell the truth that I love myself and truly hate you
Well I'd always love to say what's gnawing at my corpse still walking
I was raised to stop my crying, shut my mouth and stick to fawning
Guess there's no point in mourning stolen past
Its just exhausting
For now I'll stick to longing
Never found sense of belonging
Its like an ache that doesn't fade
Stapling sutures to my fake face
Warped by focal points and agitated disappointment
Guess there's one thing that doesn't change
I'll change and always feel the same
So i guess I'll tell the truth that i love myself and truly hate you
When I feel my wings are growing choral psalms blossom around me
Shining and never showing demons cutting at my heartstrings
Every year i wait for winter
Mushroom clouds freeze onto concrete
I'll stare back through the mirror
apprehensive due to repeats
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I am falling rain
Evaporate my affirmations
Ever glitching animations
Never feel the same
Feigning like an imitation
Incubate the face for me to wear
Film negatives
Preview images
Obfuscate the differences
Filter all the blemishes
Mainline sedatives
Pressure crevices
Crashing into 2d space
Face the shape my pencil traced
Always hurts the same
Abstaining from new information
Flayed by roaming infohazards
Cel lines fade away
Surgery on paper dolls
The doctors call down hospital halls
Constrained by pen and paper
Transient like water vapor
Trapped in frames inside your pocket
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7. |
Djynxx Spine
02:32
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The lyrics for this song have been removed due to a copyright claim by The AOE.
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Murrumur:
Wish you could stay in the view where i could see your face
The saddest days bring the greyest haze
A miasma of decay and isolation
But I'll remember you in august
When you broke all of your promises
Can't you just be honest and remember that you caused this
Like a rabbit in a top hat
You'll consume me like a product on a stage in your pockets
Just a profit to deposit in your bank
Zumtru:
I don't wanna be forgotten
I don't want to give you thanks
One more nail in my coffin
Lift me up cause i can't stand
Its all the same
Stitch me up and I'll be ok
Your friends will look at me a different way
Look in the mirror so you'll see me lost and isolated underground
And every moment I'll see your face
You lift me up in the worst of ways
Pretty soon you'll be lost and isolated underground
Murrumur & Zumtru:
I'll remember you in august
When you broke all of your promises
Can't you just be honest and remember that you caused this
Like a rabbit in a top hat
You'll consume me like a product on a stage in your pockets
Just a profit to deposit in your bank
When you love me is when I love me
Tear me into pieces til I'm lovely
Tell it to me bluntly
You can crush me
Reconstruct me
Reconstruct me
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9. |
Vessel Pilot
04:01
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Warmth keep me company
We share a face all the same
It hurts to breathe, screaming with ghosts in machines
I'll be precise fluorescent lights take me away to another place
There's no embrace in this state
In blurs I'll drive for days
My vessel dictates my shape
It's ok to forget my name cause i hate my form and my face
Silent scream
Forget my voice and yours rings out in its place
Self destructing screens flicker in noise yet don't break
Digital life exists in spite of that
Encrypted names, miserable space cold to the touch
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10. |
Sleepwalker Incident
03:15
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Hivemind control my time
Cut my nerves down the phone lines
Shivers run through my mind
As I forget all my words
Hivemind control my time
Cut my nerves down the phone lines
Sigils roll down my spine
As I forget all my words
At the end of my bed
Carve up my chest
Time comes to dissect
Corporeal memory falls from my head
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Murrumur:
I think I've hit another point
Where I'm not sure what i am
Threads don't start then never end, never end
My room is splattered with pastel blood
And photos of the dead
And dead ends from the hair that I've kept
Tethers mend
Patchwork friends with empty sigils in their names
Find a vein and draw their blood
Lost in language all the same
All the same
8485:
Hello please
Legacy recall
Crawl my backup files
Facial scan, halfway smile
Sudden face, sudden glance
Camera flashes back again
I watch the change reanimate itself
A frame a day and forget where it ends
I came back wrong,i wake up then
Missing now, shrouded thieving lore
From my unselves’ unfriends unsuspected nonetheless
Covering up my unclean hands
Body 40 below
Time frozen and cold
As it would be, as it should
As above, so it goes
Body left, representing innocence even in death
Tore my tongue and went ahead
From the last back to the next
The threshold gets your fingers wet
Murrumur:
Cancer’s sixes as Gemini's twins eat themselves like a snake
All my skin, all my limbs tear and screech like violin strings
Venus splits me into halves, into thirds, into fourths
Initiate second phase, second gate from the source
Coincidence, 108
Is there more to this fate
Hallucinate fragmentation
Replication of my frame
Let me out of this case
Vessel’s sick, no escape
But if i cut myself away I'm not worth shit
And I’ll still age
In the mirror someone’s face
What was i called anyway?
Different places, different names
Different masks, different tape
Navigate through my maze
Labyrinth, stew in hate
Centipede made of threads
Every leg carries death out to the places that I’d fear to tread
Not sure it’d ever end
Let it end
I’m shreds
Dead again and again
And again
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12. |
Never Mine, Never Yours
03:45
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When you finish with severing my head sever my hands
Wasting moments desperately on sycophantic breath
Does it please you to be just like you?
And when you’re gone my tendencies are worthless to the core
Staring so blankly
Wouldn't notice if i sank right through the floors
And it happens again and again and again and again and again
Every hole in my clothes
Every hole in my skin
Drawing up a curtain
Whats a life? Never sure
Whats to be afraid of?
Not much to decay from
Plague will still portray us
Never fine, never pure
Could still go lower
Learning i can loathe your disruption to my boredom
Never thrive, never cured
Devoted to corroding every word I’ve spoken
Stew in what was stolen
Never mine, never yours
I'm not dead but it always feels like the same thing
Unraveled completely
I feel I'm not a lot like me
I wish i felt secure in being you
And be with you, just you
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13. |
Diver [Bonus Track]
02:53
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Tell me its over already
Ending so suddenly
Cracking from the way you kept me splitting open
I'm all empty
Hiding
I'm tired from this fighting
This awful fucking feeling that always eats at me
I think everything went bad at 19
Confined in empty spaces lying unseen
This endless inbetween
This endless inbetween
This endless inbetween
Abruptly my memories are fading
In cycles they all leave me
The lovely leaves are always falling
I wish I could sleep forever
Vanish from further springs
Seasons will still change in absence of the doll that I inhabit
I wish I could sleep forever
Flying over the sea
Halo withered and weathered
Do angels live forever?
Do angels live forever?
Do angels live forever?
Do angels live forever?
Do angels live forever?
Nothing can stop the reality that I'll never be praised for nothing when I don't try
But there's not enough of me to try left
I'm absent, gone missing into fragments
Just empty space on canvas
Done combating this fact
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Murrumur Detroit, Michigan
Ann Arbor based musician. K-Emo patchwork.
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